Along this narrow path i walk astray,
in darkness, for night hath stolen day.
And further more into the shadow realm,
unclose my eyes, yet still no light is shown.

Distant memories of blinding light,
stared long enough to singe my mind.
I apologize for feeding the darkness,
for growing this forest that hides our sight.

Through Hell i wander slowly still,
wondering where im blindly going.
Troubles ceased to call me friendly,
trouble simply has not met me.

To be alone or in the dark,
to be without returning mark,
and walking through this maze unseen.
this stillness, darkness makes me feel so clean.

another latest, and yea i spose ill update everyday if i can keep this constant awesomness of writings. w/e though, night all.

Mit deisen Augen..Biz zum natchsen Mal.

~Alex

another latest and perhaps my best work yet... somewhat sick is all i feel right now, but itll pass and with it will my tears. crying cold lets me live, and feel old again... makes me thinl i have a true place with the rest of the world, since crying seems to be all we do... havent cried in so long i dont know why i am now...

In the corner lives the child...

each day endows upon me the same sick taste.
crawling to the corner to somehow lay to waste.
all thats left keeping me alive are thoughts of yesterday,
and again i drink my tears and follow on...

these eyes have no more reason...

Once again, Upon a time, i heard,
and quickly start to walk away.
to hear the sounds of pleasure brings pain,
so sing not of my memories.
something that i still regret,
yet behind the mask ill love it yet.

these arent your fears your fearing,
they dont even have a name.
in your mind theyre spinning,
running wild in their own twisted game.
but thats just life you tell yourself,
confusion, tomrent, anger pain...
thats just life, and the only option left forces us to move on.
never trust and never give...
never love and never live...

so on and on i live... tomorrows a new chance to wash off my burns and put on the mask i tend to wear...goodnight all...

~Alex